Is there a flow of melody,which would allow me to cry comfortably,
as my heart keep breaking,
as my sorrows keep swarming in,
this moment, this moment,
When I'm alone,
coldness caught me, and made me slave.
slave for life? or slave periodically?
It all depends whether belief co-exists.

And,

One day,
If excessive exhaustion catches up with me,
I wish an abyss hole would automatically whirl up and allow my heavy body to jump in,

OR maybe just gooble me up/ vacuum suck me in :/? (a quicker option)
then closes up itself flawlessly,
taking it with me for a promising eternal ride.
which with hopes from the summoner at the very beginning..
that an Elena, has never even existed in this world before .

NOTE: This has nothing to do with my life.
I'm just writing it to express.





Bestwishes,
Whiteglitters